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Never happen in my life before. But make me think twice or more and more. Friends are not that easy anyway. Before this I’m little bit fool about being friend or to be friend. People change, same happen to me. Lot of personality changes that I can see in few month during my semester break. Many things come and go with the flow.

Some of them tell me that I did not that care enough. Sorry about that, my bad. I have my life to live on, to succeed and to finish my degree soon. No one can help me to do that. I have to be selfish sometimes for my own good reasons.

I have no time to spend around like previous semester. Sorry for that. But why those people have to make that thing worse ? Do they have to ?

HURH! I explain everything in words but they still can’t understand enough. Always put the blame on me. You have created your own flow of life without telling me. Then you expect me to understand you ? What on earth are you actually ? Friends always be friends to me. But in terms of “BFF” ? It is hard to say.

Learn to critic yourself before you judge other people. Don’t simply say that “Ouh, you are already different what you said before this. I thought you still the same”.

Na ~ me still the same. Not much change except the way I speak. If you try to hurt me ? My pleasure. You can do that. But watch out, If I dare to hurt you don’t you ever say that I’m to bad for you.

May be words can go with the flow. But not my scar fly with your flow.

Sorry about the past. I’m just a girl that being not confident with my own life previously. The step just begin to start and it will keep on moving forward till it success soon.

The black and white is turn into the colour of nowhere to the life of being myself alive.

p/s : This what I’ve learn for those who did use me and be friends of the parasite. Getting to know those people make me more confident

My time has been wasted for few month. Now starting up to count days for coming back known as “cowboy town”. 3 month holiday? Really do great. His here close to me, pay back all the past time. Thanks to my dad take me away for holiday last month.

Lots of things happen. Less of word to spread out in my blog. I’ve been planning every single day before back to college.

No more sophomore

no more laziness

no more due assignment

no more no more bad habits

I change my tag line “what do @ don’t” it turns to “days get around fast”. Actually this words I found inside “what it happen” (books tittle).

I like this new tag line so much. It do always remind me that everything get fast day by day. How can you ran for it ? Might be possible. If the things happen nobody can undo back to you or anyone else.

Technologies everywhere. You will never miss any single part if you stick with it. YEAH! it’s absolutely correct. Where to go with this technologies stuff when there is breakdown with the satellite ? OMG!

P/S : Guess what ? I have no idea what and how to continued my post. Will be continued after finish reading         :p

DAY

I never realize that most of my family (my dad side) living in Indonesia. Couple of days ago part of my family which I never seen before came to visit us. Also do not know what to call. I just call them “tante (aunty) and uda (uncle)”. Interesting part of begin the holiday We accompany them to KLCC and bought souvenir for them “Petronas shirt during GP F1 2009 (so expensive yet so worth it)”

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Dinner (Puti Bongsu) together before end of visiting. Nasi Padang (Indonesia food) the most likelihood for them. This is my third time (maybe). Lots of variety, tasty, and delicious. We ate together, chit chat, interview session between them, and etc.

I’m not good with any dialect neither Malaysia or any part of country. This uda on call with my grandmother (nek anjang). The conversation is in “minang” WHOAH! I can’t even understand accept “Yo” stand for “ya” in malay word.

After finish dinner, the waiter busy clean up our table. Surprise, only one person can clean up our table with … dishes just at one time. This is what their style that their use it in decade ago.

Don’t you ever invite me to visit, because I never can’t make you promise to give you the exactly date and time. But I’ll do my best to get over there. Must be more fun and much more interest when we visit our family with different culture.

“Sehingga ketemu lagi sama uda

dan keluarganya” *_*