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Nature

For God Sake! clean up every rubbish that you can see. Throw inside the dustin (thanks for those who care about it).

Actually I’m not going to post about rubbish. Haziq have told me before, sometimes the environment play good things to use. But we never knew about that. Now that I can see (couple song title) these people living and keep on squeezing themselves together with the bad habit.

Habit

Talk about people.

Says that our college showing a bad manner to them.

Drive like a crazy driver.

Take advantage from us (girls) sexually..damn it.

Pretending like they are so good

Like to fight among themselves

Yet they also like to hurt us (girls) in a emotional way.KAMPUNG!.

P/S : This is what they suppose to know how bad and worst

Nurture

Since foundation I keep on trying to learn the culture which is so not much to be learnt. But I have to. Because I’m living in their big community. Try my best to smile at them even though I’m not suppose to

Learn in different culture is the best things in our life. In here I have the very bad ever in my whole life. I wish that there is no more place like this after my graduation. I want to have friend. That’s what my mission when I step my foot inside.

Current situation

Guys as usual have their own ego. I know that. But please please don’t ever you shoot me, till I got mad. You can play others people feeling, you can hurt them till you feel so cool for your self. Not ME.

Things get easy and simple. Shame on you. Your mouth like a PMS bitch. Just keep your mouth shut. Take care what you have to. Thanks for remind me at the mean time you have destroy and show them who are you actually.

Me

I learn to accept any kind of people. I try to accept you in good way. Turn on me in bad way. I can’t shut up anymore because I think it is to much for you. Feel glad if you say good things about me. Feel unlucky if you hate me.

I feel like an evil if I have to show up my torn. Trying my best to keep that torn safely without disturbing you and who ever it is.

Please let me pass everything. I wish I never stay in that heaven again

P/S : Shut up! I have someone in my life. Never feel jealous but I feel WHOAH! great have            a good time. For my own sake.

Dramatic scene between him & her

Sitting & listening while their fighting

Feels like “can someone pick me up?”

Tune radio till the max

Things finish between them

Looking mad & sad

Pity you little girl

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Dear oh dear

Such a freaking guy

Guy behave like a boy

Soon people will know who are you really is

I have nothing to be shame with you

Just keep it silent

Stay on your own track

Never ever cross the red line

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P/S : sorry not my fault

Yesterday

Sorry Cik Ana. Can make it yesterday too to attend “kenduri”. Not because I do not want. But feels like not that suit enough at people place. Usually I got my friend to bring with. Life never being so bored. Always get into interest mood. I like my self. Look at people around. Just what I feel like laughing with my self. How can I express? You show me the bad things. Now you going to turn me into bad things which I never do that before & after I knew you for long.

He’s with better half. Never felt jealous, not even once. Kindly to say that happily ever after. I’m not going to be or behave like what you use to be. I’m standing right here on my own foot & happy mood.

Always thinking about people behavior. Sometimes funny, sad, awkward & etc. This can never be explain.

Today,

I have to study hard. My 1st paper start tomorrow. Little bit hard for this semester. I know that I can do it all of the semester till I grad. Always aim high for every semester. I’ve done with all my short note not equal with “toyol”.

Promise to my self that I’m not going out to no where. Just make it fast during breakfast, lunch & dinner. No rubbish talk that influence me to know more & more. I’m 100% ready yet not 100% finish revise

Friends,

Congratulations uniten students,exam hv been cancelled in tis year.to confirm,kindly log on to www.stopdreaming&startstudy.com.

This never happen guys

P/S : all the best UNITEN! lets us generate professional

Request

Can you stop message and call me ?

Intro

I thought that I want to stop posting about bad things that happen to me. Right now not, because I can’t but I just wanna share you the story about guys, guys and guys.

Body

1st guy

he just can’t stop messaging me. WTH! he asked me why I dumb him? left him without words?. why came through?. this guy never want to let me go and resist me to keep in touch with him. FUCK. i have a freaking lovely boyfriend (the third guy). how can I accept you to be my better half? He always asked me to break up? Is that easy for you to say and ask me to do that. But not me. Every moment me and him I will always appreciate even though I do always says bad word but I really don’t mean it to do that.

P/S: Give & take. Nice friend.

2nd guy

This guy has already ENGAGED! but still texting me with SWEET phrases.gosh.good grace but hell I just cannot have that interest with someone’s FIANCEE damn it.  I don’t want to reply because he always sent me “I miss you so much when can we meet up?” When I have been friends with his friends then he started again. I’m so innocent enough.

P/S: Stop the DRAMA. Not going to flirt with them again ever!

3rd guy

I like this guy very much. He can’t says how much he loves me except through words and body language He helped me SO much every semester that I gone through with it – he’s like taking my 15 credit hours, all of them added to his 17 credits hour every semester. We have been together for 2 years ++ might be this relationship will upgrade soon. *wink wink* I hope the end of the relationship will be happy ending

P/S: Don’t replace this guy with another guy. If you think you better then him? (I don’t think so )

me and myself

New loves make me sick. So please step away from me. It can be super emotional with a lot of stress til that I can hurt my loved ones. Because of you guys make me so much troublesome. What I’ve done to them?

IGNORE! – ignorance is my new best friend.